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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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hiirah-Mahiirraahh, 05/08/1991Loves Sushi&Chocolate. I'm a fan of Purple/Red/Yellow. I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
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Thursday, March 13, 2014
Four years has passed How long was it? 4 years? Last update was 2010 now is 2014. What an incredible 4 years that passed by quickly. I remember i was 19 back then now I'm 23. Gosh i feel so old. To put the fact, now I'm fat not the skinny Mahirah few years back. 65KG, IS FAT TO ME! Currently, I've been overly self conscience and uncomfortable of my physique. I tried to diet but failed after 3 days. To the future self please remember to look after your food intake. It's hard for me to find my self confidence. Because I hated my body. I cant wear nice clothes, just because of my belly fats and big butt. It's hard to restrain myself from eating at night. The problem I'm quite a big eater. And if i become anorexia, i might die. To the future self, please take care of your body. Exercise more. Since you have flat foot, it's hard to run since you will likely run a short distance because your leg cant run a long distance. To workout regularly, if you skipped a couple of days its alright. Get your mind set up and think positive. If you have the money use it for your health. Because it's important to look after your health. Don't forget you been dreaming of going overseas. Especially, Japan. And to my future self, you still like Japanese stuff and you even starting to Like EXO. In fact I'm watching their video 'Wolf' on repeat. And now in my mind i've been thinking how am i going to KL to meet my relative. Lastly, this will be the last thing i would update in 2014 and i'm not sure which year i will be reading this again but, "Whatever you do, there's a reason between it." Mahirah 2014.... XOXO Friday, November 12, 2010
 I've always wanted to watch Vampire Diaries, but i don't know which site to watch. Because my brother is being a jerk and told me why don't you download yourself? He gave me the site and i learn it BUT there seriously didn't have any connection link to the download. So I ask my cousin since she been posting the Salvatore Brothers at her Tumblr and it caught me interested. So I tried to watch the first half of the series and gosh this is more cool than twilight. I know it's a romance kinda of drama JUST LIKE Twilight. But this drama contains; drama, romance, rivalry, mystery, and you just have to try and watch it!!! Right, now I'm still at season one but I'm continuously watching it. HAHAHA!!!! Next, hmmm.... Yesterday I made Girl Kame manipulation for the first time. Hence, editing his face into a girl's body. Cool or what! I learn from YouTube (They are so useful don't you think?) The banner actually is for a girl fic I'm doing right now! This blog is like dying soon and i don't want it to be like that... So.... I'm updating and here I am!!! :) Ciao~ Monday, October 25, 2010
This is me writing without any subjects. Leading a boring life right now. Just waiting for appealling a new course next year. Oh! And I'm loving in new Netbook!!!!!!!! HP Mini Netbook. Guess what color it is? Well when i wanted to buy there's blue and pink. So I choose pink since there's any alternative colors left! So I was planning to decorate it with diamonds and stickers! Not now cause lack of cash! Just loving my own laptop. Recently, I've been craving for Buffet foods and chocolate. Yup! And I'm really turning FAT! My whole intentions is going to the gym which i've plan a long time! But i don't have the time to do that! *sigh* I do really need to cut down on my food! Yesterday i cut my brothers hair! Well, he did complain it look like a girl but then, i trim it to look more guyish. I most cut my mum's hair. Early October I cut my sister hair. Well she like it. My mum wanted to save on money saw i cut for them! I did cut my own hair, just trimming it! Anyway, got to go grandma have been super annoting lately. Monday, September 6, 2010
Update Domo!!!! Hisashiburi ne~~~ Genki??? atashi mou!!! Fuinkin samui desu ne? Suminmasendeshita. (I'm apologies) I made Joeii and her boyfriend some pics graphic.. hope they like it^^ and Hari Raya is around the corner.. That's all... I have nothing to write anymore... Just a boring morning!! Wednesday, August 18, 2010
What am I good at? I really have nothing in mind!! Is just I need my brain sources to work perfectly. My English is so terrible, that i could think of stop writing. I couldn't spell properly, my broken grammar. When i start to write my mind when blank. I'm only perfect at imagining them. But describing it, it's too hard for me to think.. Every time I read a book, all ideas came up. But every time i hold the pen my mind went blank.. Is this a nervous system that's gets me stupid.. I had being weak, stupid and bad at language... But I really need to know what I'm good at? Thursday, August 5, 2010
31 July 2010 (Celebrates Joeii's birthday)  (I look ugly!) Me and my lovable friend Fang! In the train xD     Well, I'm the one who's holding the camera which that isn't mine! Just like to hold the super cool camera that own by the birthday girl! These all are my frens!! Well, I'm the odd one out! I'm friends with a chinese and I'm the only malay, and easily get left out! We were at ION Orchard, finding the birthday girl's present which it was a LONGCHAMP handbag. But after seeing the price it turn down her mood! (This place sells BRANDED LINES) After that they went into Louis Vuitton boutique which i don't there to go in but they insist me to go in! -.-||| Looking at the clothes well, it's FUCKING EXPENSIVE! $1K++ for a tote bag? That's insane! Then we ended up didn't bought anything. Then a really plan was being made! Off to a hotel that has a high class Japanese restaurant.  The Photo is kinda blur well, we were wait the Japanese restaurant to open up! I look bored but the truth I was hungry to death! Coz i didn't eat in the morning!     Seriously, I don't know where to look when the whole room was covered by mirrors!  Waiting for the food to arrived! Too damn hungry and bored!  Group PHOTOS!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥  TEMPURASSSSSS ♥♥♥♥♥  SASHIMISS ♥♥♥♥  I didn't eats the prawns! (can't eat or else I vomit)  Saba fish! It's very nice! I eat little of them, scared i will throw up! Seriously! I don't know why i can't eat seafood very much! For the prawns, I followed my dad has the same weakness. For the fish, i followed by my mum. I can eat it but sometimes they makes me feel like vomiting! I left early that night! Mum called to come back early obvious i have curfew which i hate it! I always miss the fun, but i'm happy if they enjoy it! That's all for today! I will announce my return later! For a moment I'm on Haitus! :) See you soon! *wave* Thursday, July 29, 2010
AT Last. Drum roll please~~~~ durrrrrrrrrrrrrr................ YES! FINALLY! I've quit school at last! After the dragging hell for two month without any other understand what i've been thru! But thanks to Mum! She support me till the end! Love you Mum! But now I'm rotting at for a moment before going for job hunting. maybe right after Hari Raya.., *nods* Then maybe after having a job, i'll try to save up lots of money. For to to earn a vacation after finding a job. Well, obvious the country I've been dream to go is Japan. But let's the the nearest vacation for a moment. Malaysia maybe? With my best buds. Well, that country they do need me very much, since i can help translate for them! Huhuhu... I watch BANDAGE movie! OH MY FXXX GAWD! He so CUTTEE!!! Not even cute but the show kind of heart clenching very much! As they call angst! ^^ Try to watch it! But right now! Dramacrazy.net have put up the subbed yet but RAW! I don't know why I'm so attached to drunk Jin! Maybe he's hot? HAHAHA Anyway got to go! ^^ I have a fic to write! Since the obsession of BANDAGE really haunts in my dreams! |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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