Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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hiirah-Mahiirraahh, 05/08/1991Loves Sushi&Chocolate. I'm a fan of Purple/Red/Yellow. I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Talk it Loud
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Sunday, November 30, 2008
Study...Study...STUDY 2 more days will be my exam and nxt i will be in a 2nd yr....yeah... i write some story about the twins but i haven done... i'm editing very much... i thought of ending the story by end of this yr... but now stress about exam... i will study til 2am or maore...i wan to pass. i wish i can be the best of the only gal.. i may the only girl in class i wish i can do it then the other boys.... gtg...tml going out and study wiz fren... we this is damn rare but it is good...and i hope NEWS color album will be out....i wish that will happen.. bb Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Illness love is complete. Yatta means YES in japan. yes i've completed my story. to me the story when i read it sound a bit lame dunno y. That's y i need to let people read... so i can know the story like then i can write again. its twin memory. now i'm coming up the story so..... i've been so fasanating with twins so now i'm writing about twins. but the twin has a sour past. their mother was kill in a tragic murder. the twin nedd to find the murderer. the younger twin saw the murderer. they are making their revenge. their belived brother help them catch the murderer of their mother. thats it....for illness love, i can't post it in here. it so long. 16 pages of paper. that pages of paper are like and exam paper. that all folks...gd nite.... xxxp hiirah Tuesday, November 18, 2008
must finish by this week Now i almost going to finishing the story. i dun know i really write it it takes me weeks to write. i got problem too. i dun have microsoft word at home. FREAK OUT.... it very hard to check the spelling and the grammer. to me the story is a little bit of sxxt. because i'm bad in english. i know how to read but dunno how to spelling and write a essay very well. now i trying my best to write ie... ganbatte hiirah... now going headache...nid to plan story and lines all. i thought nxt issue is the twins memory. and unknown star. but that is nxt year. now i need to end this 1st story called ILLNESS LOVE. i've drawn the front page cover but no eyes so sad sia...this is the pic. sometimes when i see it i gone crazy dunno. same as i doing the story. now i need to do at sch. too bad. gtg now.... to my beloved cousin maisarah welcome home...you will be the 1st read my story. hope you like it... signing off. bbbbbbyyyyyeeee!!! xxxx hiirah Friday, November 14, 2008
Illness love Now i been thinking to make a short story... story about love..hope people love to read love story. but this love story is a little different...past few days, I've been reading a lot of books and japan dramas... so i trying to make a story of my own. this love story is about a sick girl need to fight her sickness and fell in love with a rich guy that like to be normal then rich. firstly i dunno what to title it, now i know... ILLNESS LOVE... The girl name Shiori dunno how to choose to fall in love or not... that called illness love... now i have finish the story. I'm now in the middle of the making. Now i've done half the story... but i know the end would a bit sad...for me it just normal feeling i think...clue she going to say goodbye to the guy she love.... xoxo hiirah Sunday, November 9, 2008
Life on a diet... Since last week i've been looking what food i eat... Now i will avoid oily food especially chicken, french fries, or deep fried fish. I also need some money... I wanted to spent a lots of things that i dunno what to spent on... i've been planning to buy a vest and a blouse...my vest is too open on the back so i want different ones... Talking about dieting i plan to eat 3 times a day... breakfast, lunch and dinner only... No snacks at all... just drink a lot of water... a little of work out... For dinner a little special i only eat less rice... and i will not eat maggi for few wks...that can make you sick...if u eat a lot of rice for dinner you maybe put on weight...now i've been eat pills that my mum bought for me...its not a diet pill, its just for my diegestive system...i had a toilet problem this days...so i nid to take the pills...if i didn't take the pill i can't even fit into my pants at all...meaning i'm bloated...haha... i told mum that i will take the pill for 1wk then i will take diet pills...now i nid to fight over hunger... if i feel hungry i will fight for it until time for dinner or lunch... I dun want to like a eating beast like last time... I nid to fight... Gan gan ganbatte...Go go go for it.... xoxo hiirah Thursday, November 6, 2008
What I like the most Last Tuesday after sch I've always wanted this drink... I only had drank it once, this is my second time... It Ice Blended Mocha, the only thing i like the most is the wipe cream don't know why... But for me if there's a wipe cream on a food or drinks i would have one...Because i really like wipe cream...the coffee taste a bit bitter...But with the wipe cream with it, to make it sweet... The place that I bought, was at my sch cafe...The place was very expensive not much people eat there...I only like their cream spaghetti...It taste unbelievable and other of their food too taste great... But its too $$$$....Minimum $8...They sometimes give free ICE CREAM if you buy food on they menu...The juice too are very sweet... To my other 2 Cafe... Cafe 1 and 2 got Japanese food stall...only cafe 2 just been change into Japanese food stall...Minimum$4.50...Their food sell about $4.00 to $3.50... For Cafe 1 they food some or not literally Have HALAL signs... Once my Malay classmate ate the chicken rice some Chinese people says that the uncle of the stall got sell pork in the stall...Now i never eat at cafe 1 very much... This is whats great about in a big sch of ITE EAST...Food...And the sch too... Sunday, November 2, 2008
out frm the outside world Last Friday on the 31/10 was fun... i went out wiz my cousin tis time...now i thought I'm going out again...planning not to watch the coffin...it nearly make me hav a nightmare because of the perview of the movie... the fri before meeting my cousin can u believe who i saw,its been a yr...i saw nasir,actully he run after me to see me. for me i dunno tats him...then...after watching hsm3 wiz cousin...we bring in alot of food frm outside...one is sushi then kfc..lol...i dun like to eat popcorns and drink coke in cinema dunno y? after watching hsm3...my cousin planning to buy somting...we both dun know where to find the place that sell cheaps thinks...1st thought was bugis but then bugis thing can be expencive too...then city hall...but i scared i will get lost...then i tink of ribbons in the magzine...then i say wat abt far east plaza...the my cousin say yar....y not? she was tink very hard but dunno where to go??? then we window shop...we went the 1 round of the shopping center then we decide wat to buy...before we went round the shopping center we stop the place where my cousin saw a nice bracelet... for me i dunno if i want to buy but bcaz the money i wnat to spent somting else...i planning want to buy the hat and the shoe...if i got extra i will buy somting too... Tis time i plan not to eat at sch...i nid $30 to spent the shopping things...if can i try to pay my fasting...but it will be hard for me... caz on the 7 nov fri i wan to go out again... now i know wat to buy but i can also dunno wat to buy? it's a very hard choice to make...this time after sch i go home striaght frm sch... oh yah...nvr eat is also can be a diet...now i'm too fat can't fit my black pants now? if i got time i go home and eat...tat will safe my money for a bit... but i will be straving in sch...hope i can hold for 6 or 10 hours long...if can i will be food frm home...its all bcaz of the money to shopping. hope i can go out again... and my cousin will agree to go out wiz me again...My Hope must be a hold frm my heart...Oh GOD HOPE i can go out...i wan to be free like at bird out frm its cage...this is all for now... |
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