Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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hiirah-Mahiirraahh, 05/08/1991Loves Sushi&Chocolate. I'm a fan of Purple/Red/Yellow. I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Talk it Loud
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Friday, April 30, 2010
Scar and School Two weeks? I guess? Was the last I updated... For two weeks it's been a total hectic week... the crazy maths lesson really insane me. Last Monday wasn't my day! It was lunch, and i thought of going to any hawker center to eat, and found one. It took us 15mins to reach there from our school. I found other shops think if there would have a 7/11. It was dark and almost wanted to pouring. i jogged quickly to the traffic but.... I don't know how, I don't why and I don't what the hell was it. I didn't tripped or skied. I fall forward like i totally lost my balance. I injured myself. Both of my knees gotten a scrapped. My right Hand on the ring finger; i could see white flesh and blood. And its fucking hurts.. Now it does hurts... I guess in the future i will have and hideous scar on my finger. Oh ya... I hit my nail badly. You could see red orbs around it. Yes, its blood! Now i'm really afraid of water because of the wound. I can't even shampoo my hair properly! I had to use my left hand. Once i place some oilment to the wound, it was burning like fire. FIRE! I've been always a clumsy person, it will accidentally get hit on my wound. Like hit hit the corner of the doorframe and it burns. i need to shake my hand couple of times to let the pain gone. I've made new friends at school. And finally I brought the suffocating laptop out from the house. HAHA so happy, i bring it to school... School was either Maths and Graphics lesson. I'M SERIOUSLY BACKED FROM THE CLASS! Today studied a new topic and it is algebra... I was looking at the alien numbers that looks like little ants walking with their found food. Last Tuesday, i took MC because of my injury. so i've got a reason but minor anyway.LOL Wait for the doctor was making me losing my patients! lets skip the way shall we. Yup maths.. I think i need my cousin help! So see you again... Not really sure when will i updated again? hehe!!! GOT TO GO!!! Good Night!! Friday, April 16, 2010
Beginning of a Indices I'm seriously, bored right now... haha... the starting sentence could see it already. Mathematics seriously, brings people a one whole migraine. Mine it's a worst phobia i encounter. Now i need to revise and study to cure this phobia thing. The first lesson in math class, I was super blank at that time like a bird looking right and left. When i first laid eyes on the paper, I was like a frozen statue. I didn't do the practice works, looking at other paper and copy. that was the best thing i could ever done. HAHA My classmate persuade me to do and revise my own. I said, 'Arhhh... I'm lazy la! I don't want to do... So hard sia! I haven't even touch a maths book for a long time.' haha, i'm realllyy lazy if it comes to study. but i'm slowly coping it.. from now on, i will kept complaining about Mathematics. HAHA signing out... Oh, just found out that Akanishi Jin have alittle Italian half-blood in his mother ancestors. ciao~ LOL XD Monday, April 12, 2010
This school sucks Today was the day what i've been waiting but somehow worried. Just hate the class! Hate the school! For 2 years, I'm really used with boys. Girls, no, no... Joeii and Peifang are the closest girls i'm comfortable with. This girls in my class, I really not use with them. Najib, oh my don't ask! Girls there, he would be flirting around. Girls beware! Najib is a sweet talker, and you can easily fall for it! Too bad i didn't affected by his sweet talks since know his true personality! Normal for a first day, you feel you no longer want to continue until you realize in the middle of the semester you feel you want to stay. But seriously, for the first week of school you would feel like to quit. I quite understand with that situation, i happen to me. surviving Mechanical class for 2 years with both, you feel like you wanna quit. But somehow, I simply love the boys. Dammit I REALLY LOVE THE BOYS! AND I MISS THEM SO MUCH! Even you guys make fun of me, I didn't cry or whatever, i showed a smile to you. Your jokes makes me laugh, your presence are so precious to me. That's what i REALLY LOVE THEM. I don't know if a girl would stay long as i am, but truly you will like them. They are fun people. Miss you, guys~~~ *cries* I will never forget you. One day let's go out among our class! signing out.. dead tired. I have another journal but it's a story journal. feel free to read. beware of some chapter there are Restricted! Here's the link~~~ http://bbabyhiirah.livejournal.com/ |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |