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hiirah-Mahiirraahh, 05/08/1991Loves Sushi&Chocolate. I'm a fan of Purple/Red/Yellow. I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Talk it Loud
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Monday, September 22, 2008
Time Machine I've been thinking this morning that why there is no time machine that we can go to the past that we wan to remember or spent the last time with our family members before they got sick and before say farewell... OH GOD if there's a time machine i wan to spent my last time with my grandfather day and nite no sleep before the time runs out... lyke an hourglass but i wan more then a hourglass...Even if i got a sickness that nvr will be cured at that time i would want to bulid a time machine and go back time to my healthy life back and play wiz my frens...If my Grandfather hadn't been gone now he already sees me how big i am now i wish that would happen...Even though he scolded me more i feel the missing sometimes...And the trip to Kampong always...Ever Since grandfather got sick the sadness grows...grandfather were in the hospital for 18 days then discharged then on the day that discharge he was sent to the hospital back the next morning, the hospital called that he has passed away...If there's only a time machine... felt pity in my soft and hurt heart... This days, lately I've been very bossy, sad and feel very pity to my cousin family...i even don't wan to use the word "pity" i think i will use the word that my feelings and my cousin feeling show towards the same. I miss my family very much...T_T i reaallyy miss them...i hope this Hari Raya will go smoothly... i wan to hear joy and laughter in my house this hari raya... i can talk to my cousin... And try to forget the past for a little and enjoy this day... I hope the spirit of my heart will do that make her laugh... Hearing a sad and goodbye song that adds more sadness... Even though i will took that as a goodnite song but it also turn out a goodbye song... By seeing the lyrics it kinnda sad...the title hourglass means'how much time do have left before i runs out to change the pain and goodbyes...Thats wat the songs really means to me... its a japan song it can sounds boring but its very meaning full song... 8 more days to Hari Raya can't wait to that day fall... Now i'm on holidays...yay....I hope this Saturday on the 27 fang and i can go out... Hope she better now... My qoutes ' EVERY SINGLE TIME OUR HEART WILL EASILY BE MISSING BY OUR LOVE ONES. CHERSIH YOUR LOVE. BEFORE ITS GONE' Friday, September 19, 2008
18 September 2008 yesterday i watch kurosagi. Kurosagi the movie...the movie shows only at orchard... thats far...so i asked fang to come she said 'dun wan'. so i asked someone else.. zhao long and jun siong... at first they said the show sure boring... butt that is the first part of the movie...when in the centre of the scene...its action scene time...the funny thing in one of those scene when he climb in the lift...then open the vence..the vence drop to the police mens haha...he said sorry and show a middle finger wit it... that all that i really find it funny...... i came home late at nite about 8.25...just in time...tomoro i going out....wiz fang...yey yey....this is the pic tat i took... Saturday, September 13, 2008
Nothing big... This is new video from NEWS.... It's their new single coming out on October 1st... Hope u enjoyed it... My upcoming test is coming better get prepared... In class i'm worst i didn't listen wat the teacher is saying... My method is listening to music... That will work out in theory class... But now i nid to buck up my studies... Labels: school and music Tuesday, September 9, 2008
08 September On the 8th September i bit different den the previous class. i spent a lot of time in dunno do wat? when i got a morning tea break all my frens are going to a funeral, my fren dad passed away so all my malay male frens visit him... for me i nth to do so i wen to Tampines Mall buy my items that i nid... i bought a dvd and a notebook that i been forward to buy it...but i wanted a cheap one...theres a one too expensive but i lazy to go there and the book cover pic is bad not the one i bought it...After i buy it i went home and watch tv...then i went to sch again..yesterday was nth but boring...i tink today too will be boring u can sense it very well but not to well...i will show you when me and my classmate slack and do wat...we all play games...hehe... Sunday, September 7, 2008
stress out...wat drama which should i watch... this days I've nth to do...but i now busy preparing my project... last minute due next week...but i've done the info...only left to cut and paste...but now i watch alot of drama frm tat to tat and tat to tat...skip, skip, skip the episode...dance drill i stop at ep7. Hana kimi ep8. Kurosagi ep3. My boss my hero ep3. and anime shugo chara is ep9. there is also a drama i wan to watch but i got no tyme...the drama called KAKURE KARAKURI a mystery type of drama...one more that i haven watch is jigoku shoujo...a hell girl thing but its a movie not anime its real wan...but i really got no tyme... i wish i got tyme... Monday, September 1, 2008
3 Drama In A Row... Yesterday was nothing, but today it fasting month is started... ARRRR....but i cannot fasting anyway i got off day...Anyway cut to short...i want to story about now i've been watch 3 japan dramas...first is dance drill about cheerleading....second is Hana Kimi Japan version...third is kurosagi a black swindler who cheats everyone to take revenge to the pro swindler tat kills his family... Actually only two dramas tat inside the cast there are NewS members... For hana kimi... which is prefer the best is it japan or taiwan version... taiwan is nth but its very funny to only for da dong... for the japan version too funny and cute...for the japan version the boys may looks like a girl but to cute...now i wan t contiune watching the dramas...sorry i dun hav dance drill pic but i got hana kimi taiwan ver but i dun want to show... |
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