Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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hiirah-Mahiirraahh, 05/08/1991Loves Sushi&Chocolate. I'm a fan of Purple/Red/Yellow. I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Talk it Loud
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Thursday, March 13, 2014
Four years has passed How long was it? 4 years? Last update was 2010 now is 2014. What an incredible 4 years that passed by quickly. I remember i was 19 back then now I'm 23. Gosh i feel so old. To put the fact, now I'm fat not the skinny Mahirah few years back. 65KG, IS FAT TO ME! Currently, I've been overly self conscience and uncomfortable of my physique. I tried to diet but failed after 3 days. To the future self please remember to look after your food intake. It's hard for me to find my self confidence. Because I hated my body. I cant wear nice clothes, just because of my belly fats and big butt. It's hard to restrain myself from eating at night. The problem I'm quite a big eater. And if i become anorexia, i might die. To the future self, please take care of your body. Exercise more. Since you have flat foot, it's hard to run since you will likely run a short distance because your leg cant run a long distance. To workout regularly, if you skipped a couple of days its alright. Get your mind set up and think positive. If you have the money use it for your health. Because it's important to look after your health. Don't forget you been dreaming of going overseas. Especially, Japan. And to my future self, you still like Japanese stuff and you even starting to Like EXO. In fact I'm watching their video 'Wolf' on repeat. And now in my mind i've been thinking how am i going to KL to meet my relative. Lastly, this will be the last thing i would update in 2014 and i'm not sure which year i will be reading this again but, "Whatever you do, there's a reason between it." Mahirah 2014.... XOXO |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |