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hiirah-Mahiirraahh, 05/08/1991Loves Sushi&Chocolate. I'm a fan of Purple/Red/Yellow. I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Talk it Loud
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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Death tragic... This is sadden me and shocking me the most!!! Not only Micheal Jackson died(which i found something fishy about his death looks like a fake!!!) To the people who heard or know or love by the band called Avenged Sevenfold. It's the saddest news i've ever heard... i once a fan of them... Adil thanks for telling me, which you shocked me the news when i was having fun with my other friends. Avenged Sevenfold Drummer, Jimmy "THE REV" Sullivan past away earlier this morning. He was the best drummer in the world that been ever known... I didn't even know what causes the death? Bro told me it's natural death. I try to find his age which it 28... Wah... So young to die sia!!!!! Now i don't need to talk big.... Just have a silent moment for him... All God Bless him in Earth, heaven or maybe xxxx... (it too rude for me to say the four words. It's NOT Fuck okay!) got to go... sayonara さようなら oyasumi nasai おやすみ Monday, December 28, 2009
A Facial Pleasure Title: A facial pleasure Rating: NC-16/17(suppose to be R-21 or M18) Genre: BL/Yaoi, one shot Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN the guys they are JUST my imaginary guys. The plot was just flooding in my mind. I can't imagine i wrote this kind of story!!!! WARNING: It's not appropriate for Kids and UNDERAGE People. There maybe a HOT scene. And people who can't take the gayness. Summary: Kazuki was wearing his facial mask from keeping his face dry and oily. After Jun came back home found out his lover was like a ghost. But then Shin look the new look and Kazuki, his brain set turn into a devilish God. “AHHH!!!!” shouted Shin, surprised from his boyfriend face. Kazuki placed the magazine on the end table and took out a sketch book and a black marker and started to scribble in it. which he knew this would be happen. ‘SHIT! Can you lower your voice! You almost make me deaf!’ stated the book which Kazuki hold it and show it to Shin. He knew that Shin will be in shocked and would asked lots of question. “What are you doing? You almost make me have a heart attack seconds ago!” Shin went forward to him. Kazuki started to write again and show it to Shin. ‘Can you see? I’m having a facial time.’ Kazuki wrote some words and shows it to Shin to see. ‘And I’m sorry to give you a heart attack early on!’ Kazuki’s eyes winched as he can’t move by the mask he was wearing. Shin went next to him on the bed as he took Kazuki’s shoulder and place his head on his lap and started to stroke the brown soft hair. “When can you start to talk? And why must you be wearing a facial mask for?” he asked in a melodic tone looking at Kazuki’s deep brown eyes gazing it. Which make Shin heart beat fast that almost make him having horny thoughts. Kazuki showed the book to him. ‘Must you think that only girls could wear a mask rather than boys’ does? We boys do need to have a facial if not our skin will started to dry up and not attractive enough.’ Shin read it as he started to chuckled while he was reading. Kazuki gave him a look, feel curious about his laughter. “I don’t care if your skin is dry or whatever. You are still mine.” Kazuki slide off the bed and went to the bathroom to remove the mask away. As he washed his face and took the towel beside the sink and wipe his face. “Kazu~ What are you doing inside?” Shin felt a curiosity on Kazuki as he went to the bathroom to check on him. Shin stand beside the door looking at his lover with his smooth whitening face that glows on the dim light. Shin pants started to tightened as he can't stand the beauty from Kazuki face. "That mask really works on you. and it's so gorgeous." Kazuki turn to him and found Shin was one feet in front of him. Kazuki started to blush from his stare, biting his lower lips as he find a word to speak. A moment Kazuki open his mouth Shin cupped his cheek and slowly press his luscious lips onto Kazuki's. Shin bulge in his sleek tongue and nudging Kazuki's. Shin's hand we shifted to his waist, as Kazuki hold on to Shin's threaded hair and his nape. Shin bit Kazuki's lower lips to make him open his mouth as he can thrusting his tongue inside to make him drunk. There were heat and passion from the kiss. Shin's hand were moving to Kazuki's pants trying to unzipped the fly, which it break the kiss. "What are you doing?" the younger look at Shin's eye, gazing it to the hazy orbs, fills of passion and wanted more. Kazuki would do anything for the older to make himself pleased. "Can't I? I can't hold it much longer!!!!" Shin whined using his puppy eye. "It's only two days, for god sake. But i..." Kazuki was cut by Shin kiss as the continued the kiss. Shin lifted Kazuki to the bed, as they stripped the clothes fast like a lightning. Shin lips move to the chin line, down to the neck and the shoulder kissing it and sucking. The younger moaned from the heat as his body was turning in fire. Shin bring the younger leaned on his bare chest. Kazuki stroking the bare back of Shin's, the building muscles the boarding shoulders. It was sensation. Their groins were stick like a glue, making themselves feeling erect from the sensation and heat. Kazuki can hold it any more, same goes to Shin. "Shin..Ahh...I..ha..Can't..ann... hold it... much longer..." moaned Kazuki, where he wanted more from the older. Shin hid the sly smirk as hard rock shaft wanted to went inside the hole. Shin let the younger leaned on the headboard of the bed, giving the younger to relax. Shin nudge Kazuki's leg open up making it an M. he went to kiss the younger giving a gently kisses as he move to his nipple biting and nibbling it and move to the younger's shaft.. licking, slurpping it enjoying every taste as the slit were leaking liquids and cums, seeds. It was heaven for Shin, having the pleasure of the pleasant sensation. Kazuki squeezed his eyes intensified sensation and pushing up his hip for Shin to take more at him in his carven. Shin's cock was pulsating and started to throbbing, every suck of the tcock surged through him if Kazuki was sucking him instead. The older wanted his length to be inside the hole, but he afraid that the younger would be upset to have one step further of process. "Shin!!" Kazuki yelled of his name, panting and sweats falling from the forehead. "baby, i want mine to in you." Shin whined as his slit was dripping in warning. His temple were throbbing and blurring his vision and he wanted nothing more then thrust in Kazuki's hole where he knew it will caged him and fit him perfectly sucking his whole length and squeezied him tight. "Hurry!! I wanted it too.." the younger panting to take some air to breathe. Shin took his two finger, ask the younger to lick it. "baby, lick it for me!" the younger obeyed what the older asked, as he licked up and down. Shin move his two finger and thrust it into the hole find the wall making it fit. The latter were holding his pain from the older putting his finger inside. Shin felt his cock jutted up as he gritted his teeth to control his desire to shove into Kazuki and shot hid passionate liquid inside. Shin remove his two finger and positioned his shaft exactly on kazuki's opening making the hole to contract in response. At the exact moment Kazuki wanted nothing but Shin's throbbing cock and never let go. the were load moans and groans, in pain and pleasure. Shin simply gaze his lover with his eyes, feeling how beautiful does his lover look. using his hand stroking his lover silken skin as his touches the abs. Kazuki felt his lover what he wanted, which he need too. "Shin move!!" moan Kazuki, when he heard his lover chuckled at him with pleasure. "With Pleasure!" a evil husky voice came out from Shin. Shin lean close to his lover hold the younger waist and shoulder for support. as he thrust in and out with his might. Kazuki kept yelling out his lovers name to know that it wasn't a dream, but he felt that Shin's hard shaft was simply a pain of pleasure. Shin look at his lover face as he tracing the pouting lips, which it simply luscious for him to have. Shin stop the process as he pressed his lips to the younger. Kazuki enlarge his mouth darting his tongue to Shin's, feeling the hot sensation sweating their body. The ecstasy form their process were heaven. Shin release his cock, continue with the kisses as their body were tired from all the wild and aggressive moments that they had. "That was...heaven, baby." panting Shin break the kiss as he took the blanket covering them as he hugged from his lover waist. Kazuki chuckled softly which he was happy from what he had gotten. The both lovers simply snuggle and cuddle in the queen size bed as they fall asleep. 'What a facial passionate pleasure' as Kazuki mind thinking as he close his eye to take his sleep after having a wild play. p.s. it seems to be simply lame, but i tired my hardest to try.... and sorry for my bad english... ^^ Wednesday, December 23, 2009
That bag is the most wanted in my list as you can see the person on the top. His name is Yamashita Tomohisa. i may like him. but that's not it... i'm not talking about the guy... i'm talking about his bag!!!! i ENVY his BAG!!!!! i don't care or care about him using it... it just i really want that PURPLE BAG THAT SO BADLY... Purple is my favourite color so, i wish that was mine. but i don't want it so big... Hmm... i try to bugging my to buy one purple bag for me next year. Class Photo; Class of NM0801A/J 2008&2009 Fun 2 Fun 1 Formal today i just gotten my result... i know myself that i flunk on my Plant and pump... which that upset me the most... from getting up by one point then drop by one point again... *sigh* how upsetting!!!! i feel so remorseful so regret.... but what can i do the paper was damn bloody hard... i wish i hope to be in the same course as Joeii and be in the same class too... God please oh please, i dunno want to suffer anymore in the coming year... please let my mind has some discipline and matured by you-know-what-is-ahead-of-you... got to go... Monday, December 21, 2009
Snow White Queen I had no idea, what i'm listening too... I ended up listening Panic at the Disco and Evanescene songs. from Panic at the disco's songs are I Write Sins, Not Tragedies and Lying is the most fun thing a girl can have without taking her clothes off. For Evanescene i like listening to Bring me to life and Snow White Queen. Before i knew Evanescene, because of the movie DAREDEVIL i started to like Bring me to life song. I'M DESPERATE FOR A JOB!!!! SERIOUSLY!!! If possible i wanted to have a job by next month that is 2010... Ahhh.... 2010! In anytime soon 2009 will be an end. And 2010, is start anew life. *sigh* I'm gonna miss my NM0801A/J class... I miss the boys. I miss they joke around me. I miss their funny jokes. I miss their silliness. Feeling rue(regret) for not being close to them that much.... Just love them that much I may not stand them with their mimicking, but its fun to be with them. Is this the way you feel when you the only person in class that's odd one out which there's a love inside the seed. A ROSE with a HUNDREDS THORNS. A CAT who walk pass by at a groups of DOGS Groups of MASOCHIST LION and a INNOCENT LAMB Hahaha... what am i thinking... snap on it, hiirah! but it's true. OMG, i think i just posted a random post again.. haha.... i just want to be frank to my class, which i do miss them that much... i hope i could meet them during the graduation day next year... which i'm not sure when will it be? i hope i will be very presentable to them.... I want to show them that, I'M NOT THAT SLOPPY which they always see me wearing long pants, uniform and a pumps... But this time i need to go my budget, even though i want to look pretty... it says it's a formal, which it SUCK that badly... i started to think, if i spent on clothes just for graduation it will be useless for me to wear it at another time. i thought of my jeans which it nearly faded... GOD, hope my jeans don't show the faded color... then jacket. that the another problem. I want to thank my Japanese fashion magazine that make my sense clearly... even though you're wearing a normal clothes be fashionable. try to mix and match... but it's impossible... It look too plain!!!! never mind, pampered my body, to have a fair skin... ahh... need to loose weight. Let change subject!!! =) Yesterday i read a hantai story!!! ARGHHH.... it got me too addictive... too bad people see me i'm too innocent which they would think i will avoid readings some pervert stuff and stories... haha.... I may look innocent, but once i read it, i will never stop thinking of it... it always pictured it in my mind... the genre i read was a Yaoi(BOY LOVE). i don't why, i started to read this kind? Maybe i was too bored! haha... i really want to read more, and learn more for my future story writing... ARGHHH.... can't stop thinking of it!!!! the story is full of naughtiness and some more it's HOT. *smirky grin* cause the guys are really HOT!!!! AHHH... cannot stop thinking!!!! MAHIRAH GET A GRIB OF YOURSELF!!!! Ahh.. AKAME... Got to go... want to read more of the stories... haha... Below here, are Akanishi Jin and Kamenashi Kazuya... Normally fans called them Akame... i don't know the reason of the names... ja na.... good nite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Saturday, December 19, 2009
How nostalgic it is!!! Listening to Avenged Sevenfold's songs again! haha... sorry for such random post! Wednesday, December 16, 2009
What i've drawn... haha... i nothing to do... i was too bored... and can't sleep... because i can't breathe.. instead i draw..haha.. here's the pic... it's different from what i have expected... i can't scan, no choice to take picture using my phone... it's actually Akanishi Jin that i tried to draw..... let me give you to take a look on the real picture...(searching like siao) Monday, December 14, 2009
Tadaima!!! Domo, domo... (hello, hello) As you can see I'M BACK IN SINGAPORE!!! i didn't update blog last time... it seems i've been lazy to update... Yes! I am lazy to update hahaha... i just wan to post what i created in the middle of the night last Saturday... hehe... i was to addictive with Lips music video... i tried to find the video screen scans... then i cropped as today i edited it... not much... but i try to find pictures with a meaning of the structure of their bodies. here is the icons... sorry i can't put it one by one... so i have to joint them that's all i have to say... i don't want to tell about my overstay at malaysia... Friday, December 4, 2009
having pampered in a day. What do girls wants? Love to be pampered.. haha... Today, Joeii, Marcus, Alvin and I colored our hair... :) Donald and Kok Wei just had a cut only. which tang ke didn't even cut nor color and just come for fun... Never mind forget about it... First i was happy with my color of my hair BUT!!!!! I hate my curls came out.. which it brings my face so oily and dark.. anyway it was hot so sweat a little. We eat at Tampines Kopitiam, i bought Nasi minyak. It was damn spicy... i can't finish it! instead i didn't continue the rice. Actually i can handle spicy foods. but not this! I was sweating like shit and running nose... I cry... wasted on the rice that cost $5.50.. should have just buy desserts... then i thought of buying mask but i really don't want to spent my $10. after i lost my $6. but i did buy the mask... so cool... after my shower i put it on the eye mask... it covers the whole eyes... so it need to wait for 15-20min... while waiting, instead i fell asleep... haha.... The rest of the night i did nothing... till midnight wait until grandma fall asleep then i use my devilish plan... Turn ON the Computer... hahahaha...(devil laugh) I've already pack my things for Monday but not completely packed. lol Yesterday, i create picture, which i was too bored... here take a look... it's not my picture anyway... |
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