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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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hiirah-Mahiirraahh, 05/08/1991Loves Sushi&Chocolate. I'm a fan of Purple/Red/Yellow. I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Talk it Loud
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Friday, January 22, 2010
Title: Loving for miles Rating: Safe Genre: angst, fluff (idk) Pairing AKAME Summary: I don’t like to do summary. It’s just to stressing. Just read the story. The day felt over, whenever I felt it’s gone. You were always there for me whenever I needed you or you would just come by. Your smile, your face, your features are too perfect for word which god made you into a handsome goddess. But you left without a word, leaving for your own will. I was disappointed, sad and mad, when you left me abandoned here. What was this feeling after you left? Even though we were friends as we grew up together. God, why my hearts started to ache every time, I see him. My body were trembling from this feeling which I wanted to stop. Am I in love with him? That was the entire question I tried to figure out after you left. But it’s impossible, our genders are totally not meant to be together other than siblings. The questions kept echoes in my mind, day and night, ringing from distance. I’ve finally realize, I was totally fallen for you. Your charms are just like a spider trap, waiting to be seduced and eaten. I may not know how I felt to you in the past where we were together. But yours! Only yours are too obvious for me to be able to see. Your care, gentleness, your klutz, and lastly love, your love towards me. Even though we fight and quarrel, I knew that was a sign of care. Your love felt with warmth for me to able to feel it even miles from here. You were the annoying busted that I’ve fallen, and I’m the masochist person to fall in love with. It’s felt different. This ten month without you, it felt like a decade for me. To, wake up without seeing your lazy ass around me. It was lonely. Without you, I couldn’t possible survived this hell. The tantrum I’ve kept is just for you. I just wanting to escape this misery, and wanting to move on. But I can’t stop it, my heart denies it. It hurts! I’ve realize without you I’m nothing. Just a piece of an old toy that didn’t even want to be cherish. Months past as you came back, knocking on my front door. I wasn’t ready to face you. By just saying Hi wasn’t good enough to cure my heart. I hated you. Hatred was all in my mind when I saw your face after all the months. Intruding my house just to apologise what you did. I wasn’t ready to forgive you yet. Yet! Hugging me all of the sudden, your hug suffocated me but I felt you misery. The loneliness you’ve gotten. “I missed you! Miss you so badly!” you whispered through my ears as it send the message through my body cells. The warmth hug you gave, tighten hug closer, was blowing my mind. I knew being under your arm was the moment that made me tugging your hug as my return. “I love you. I’ve always do.” That word melts in my heart. Smelling your scent on your neck just how it felt to be bitten. “I don’t know what I’m thinking.” I mutter under his shoulder. I can’t confess my feelings to him yet. He pulled me as I gaze his beautiful face and those brown orbs, making my heart beat fast as it can’t stop. He cupped both of his hand onto my cheeks as he leaned towards me, closer and closer. Our lips touched. Firstly, I was cold to felt but it became hot as we heat u the kiss. It was so tempting as I wanted more, more than what I’m received now. I sleek in my tongue in you, as I wanted to taste you. I was breathless as I needed air, but I kept continue not wanting to stop. But you broke the kiss. “It seems you do have feelings for me!” he gave me a smirk; I felt my cheeks were burning. The beat of my heart started to rise again. “You were gone! You should know how I felt!” my heart was about to torn apart after saying those words to him. I felt a single tear drop, slowly dripping to my cheeks. A sudden whimper came. You were looking in my eyes as you understand straight away with the reason. Your lips pressed hard on mine. I was hungry. Hungry for you. I open up my mouth for you to put in your tongue. Bringing my hand entwined to your brown long locks and the other clutching your neck. The kiss was hot. Moaning, sighing, grunting under those kiss were fill with lust. Drunk from our kisses, I knew that this kiss wasn’t a lie of our feeling. It was the truth just wanted to be tested. He broke the kiss press his forehead to mine as he mutter those words. “I will never leave you again. From that kiss, I felt you needed me more.” He smiled gazing my eyes. I smile with him as I gave a peck on his lips. Giving the peck on his lips was the answer that doesn’t need to elaborate wit words. Loving you is the thing that all I wanted. P.S. Too bad if it was really me in this plot. Sorry for the bad English that, I’m suffering (self confessed). But I write this for my favourite pairing, which recently I’ve been crazy for. I’m not use to write this type. I think I should stick on my own POVs. This was just burst out from my brain. Comments are meant to be adore. |
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But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |
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