Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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hiirah-Mahiirraahh, 05/08/1991Loves Sushi&Chocolate. I'm a fan of Purple/Red/Yellow. I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? — Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close Talk it Loud
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Friday, January 15, 2010
Quit so easily. HAHAHA.... I think i'm totally free this whole summer (spring). Totally free but can't go out... LOL!!! *sigh* i've still have 3 months to go until i continue my education. Education!!!!!! HUrry time!!!!!! Hurry and let the time jump as i can continue schooling... Hope there's a friend that i have would be in the same course as i pick... anyway, I picked Civil & Structure Engineering Design, some how is has the relation of Architecture. It's been my dream or not a dream to able be designing home, interior designer. Just need to learn.. Wednesday, i did some stupid mistake. i got the job, but i ended up quit on the same day...haha... I'm such a useless person... i dunno if i felt regret about resigning the factory job... there's the no feeling in it, but i'm not to sure to it. Now i' sitting at home shaking my leg and hear the elders nagging and scolding... sometimes it annoys me a lot, sometimes it doesn't.. haha... i'm such a weirdo!!! Tuesday, the delivery man took my desktop away. poor desktop, always kena bully by us and it always be a weakling.. haha... Once my desktop returns home, i will crash it day to night... hahaha *evil laugh*.... since mum and grandma wouldn't let us use laptop often... or they hid it somewhere. where we can't took it. sorry not we.... IT IS ME!!!! hahaha.... i like to militate it... My brain will be gone without internet in a day... i think i will go insane and ended up in the mental home... I hope DREAMS will come true. some don't believe in dreams and reality... but everyone must face reality... even stars have to face their life in front of ON camera and OFF camera. I composed some POVs... which i like it... it will think back what our lives are. "Under this sky, we are living. Even we have a different life and world, but we sleep in the same ground. Don't judge by the status, the face. We are just human that GOD created. Accepting what he made, is just the best present we got when we're born. Being scolded, Nagged, that the sign of love. Thanks to our parents that we are born in this world. Reality is just a game. God try to give us some Challenged to try to face this some test that he made. We may not see angels in their wings and the Romans Clothing. We may not know if they shape shift into our own being a Human, disguised as they show our way of living. Angels are our Guardians, when we are sad they do something to cheer us up. Mother's love are the precious thing we have in our hearts. They gave birth to us, we were in their womb for 9 month as they are very cautions. Standing in this curious world, we are the same but different skin and language. This world are full of curiosity, we just need to know what will it be when the day that God will send us back to our real home. Heaven or Hell, that is his decision for us, to be with him or to be with the devil. He has the power to make and control." I'm not sure of why i'm writing this. i think my brain went to other world... haha... that's what i think... two weeks ago i make a POV book. It make me release of what i think... Previously, i wrote about BLOOD. haha... nothing to do.... good bye. don't waste my time in this blog or i don't have the time what i wanted to do... signing off... Ja na... mata nee~~~~ |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |